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Lay It Down

by Krista Herring

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1.
Free 03:39
In my life, there’ve been times when I couldn’t breathe; truths I just couldn’t see, and the light fell from my eyes. But in time I grew tired of all these games; couldn’t take any more pain, so one day I made up my mind. I am free. No one is holding me down. Angel child, if you’re feeling all alone, go inside to find your home, casue no one can bring you your joy. Maybe try not to think about what is missing. Just become that which you seek. And life will become beautiful. You are free. No one is holding you down. You can run if you please. If you fall to your knees, you’ll find a way off the ground. Everyone falls sometimes. Everyone sees the night. The pain was designed to direct us inside, and happiness is something you have to decide. Gotta know your own mind. Not till then will you find that you were the one in control all the time. You were free.
2.
Your Letter 03:39
I got your letter today It came from half a world away You said, "Baby, you sang to me on the train All 9 hours through the headphones As we rode on through the rain I've been thinking about everything I've been wondering what I have to bring And I miss you, baby, more every night It just feels a little lonely on this train tonight As I ride across the ancient landscapes All the ghosts seem to haunt me And I'm thinking of you" "So much irony," you said," in such a beautiful place See, all the eyes are sad, my love Still searching for some grace I've been trying to find the love, just a trace So, I close my eyes, and see your face And I'm really not sure why But I think I just might cry I miss you, baby more every night And I can't remember why I'm on this train tonight As we ride on through the rain and wind I can feel the love you send Are you thinking of me?" I put your letter down I looked up at the stars Said, baby can your hear this sound? It's the beating of my heart And every beat belongs to you And I miss you, baby, more every night I'm thinking of you as you ride that train tonight As you glide across the ancient landscapes I can hear you whisper to me "I'm thinking of you." I got your letter But now I need you here So come home soon I'll be here, waiting for you
3.
Deliver Me 03:42
He's got tunnel vision But I want to fly above ground I cannot tie these wings up But I just can't see the way out (chorus) Deliver Me from this darkness Lift the veil from my eyes Deliver me as this fortress Crumbles now, lift me high You're the light in my bedroom But now I've forgotten the sun I can't see life without you But does that make you the one (Repeat chorus) Well, I thought that surrender Was all that I needed to do So I gave in to love But Love was a bird and she flew I can't hear what they're saying And I can't see where to go All I know Is you Deliver Me from this darkness Lift the veil from my eyes Deliver me as this fortress Crumbles now, lift me high
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I Let You Go 04:25
You, you’re out on the town tonight, living it up under the twinkling lights. And I haven’t seen your face in two hard days. But I have no room to complain. ‘Cause I let you go. But I still miss you, babe. Used to be the one you’d hold, but I think it’s better this way, ‘cause I can’t be the one you need. Oh, but God, your scent is still on the sheets. So much to do, you say, so little time. Maybe I never even crossed your mind. But I guess it’s good, you’re moving on just fine. So, I’ll ignore this empty space inside. ‘Cause I let you go. But I still miss you, babe. Used to be the one you’d hold, but I think it’s better this way, ‘cause I can’t be the one you need. Oh, but God, I still feel your hand on my cheek. I woke up this morning, reached out my arm, but only pillows met my hand. I close my eyes again and pretend that I don’t care that you’re not there. ‘Cause I let you go. But I still miss you, babe. Used to be the one you’d hold, but I think it’s better this way, ‘cause I can’t be the one you need. Oh so why is this heartache tearing at me? Doesn’t it know that I let you go?
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Crucify Me 04:44
This song is a message to all the oppressors Who would silence the voice of the heart Keep us living scared in the dark (pause) (v1)You don’t understand and so you slap my hand And take away the love that you can But you don’t give a damn how happy I am You were happier when I was miserable But fit your model of a nauseating, suffocating, perfect fucking world (v2)But I’m not afraid of you anymore And I won’t be an emotional whore Change who I am to get the love I need No that’s not me and I won’t bleed at your hand anymore (prechorus) I never gave you permission to judge all my decisions You nailed me to this cross, now I bear it on my soul (You wanna) crucify me. Through this darkened glass is all that you can see With my back against the wall, I won’t take it anymore. I won’t bleed. (v3)What’s ironic about the situation Is it’s your fear of your own damnation that Leads you to do to me what you’re afraid they’re gonna do to you But I refuse to be part of this hell that you choose It’s safe but it’s sick, and it’s sad and so thick with fear Repeat chorus Into break (same chords as intro) Why do we create such misery and hide our hearts away where no one can see It doesn’t have to be so lonely any more (prechorus one and a half times) How can you judge what you don’t know? It’s only your fear that’s running the show And in your inability to see You crucify me (Chorus to out)
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You’re gonna come back once you see How much you love and need me How wrong you were to leave And then these voices Will finally let me be Why won’t he come Why won’t he stay Why can’t I just make it all okay You are gone Still, you haunt my night and day Your ghost just will not go away Get out of my head Get out of my life I see all the ways that you mess with my mind I’m tired of these games Not living this way No more to say This is goodbye Turn on the lights Turn on the sound This emptiness Is getting too loud Feel like running But I hit the ground Your sickness Is taking me down It’s okay It’ll be alright I’m laying you down Tonight Get out of my head Get out of my life I see all the ways that you mess with my mind I’m tired of these games Not living this way No more to say This is goodbye
7.
Lay It Down 04:06
Come walk with me love But you're gonna have to lay it down All these burdens The fear, the pain The ways to keep it out Stand up where you belong, it's time The wind is at your back Feel it lift you, let it go Feel the walls begin to crack I know you want to lay it down The weight of the world Will sink you till you drown I know you want to lay it down You just don't know how. So follow me, Love When you cannot see the way All you need, Love, to know Is you're going home Come leave behind these sleepy ways This endless night, and find the day Somewhere the sun has not turned black Pack your dreams into this bag Leave your fears and Baby, don't look back I know you want to lay it down The weight of the world Will sink you till you drown Breathe it in and breathe it out Trust me now...
8.
You are haunting my dreams, the waking and the sleep. Your ghost it follows me. Your words echo in my ears, melting all the fears, the ice of all these years. (chorus) And you said, “You are the ocean, alive in the night. With the moonlight upon you, may the sun never rise.” You said, “I’ll be the boat to carry it home, this sweet love. And I will not go off course, sure as the stars are above. Paradise is on that shore, and I am drunk on your kiss love, but still thirsty for more.” (end chorus) I have waited so long for spring to come along and claim this song. Summer’s Heat is on your breath, a promise to be kept someday yet. May I never be sober. May I never wake up. May I stay here forever and drink from this cup, God willing, Love. You are haunting my dreams, the waking and the sleep, in summer’s heat.
9.
Breakdown 04:54
I was on my way today when the car broke down. Guess I’ll be a little late, just a few days. I’ve been hanging in no man’s land, got no place to go and I’m wondering where I stand with him. (chorus) So, take me for a ride somewhere far away where we can forget this life. Darlin’, let’s go have another drink. It’s been a long five months and I just don’t want to think tonight. (end chorus) I’ve got jagged little pill on play for the last few days, where I turn when I’m feeling lost. I’ve lost my way. And it’s far too easy for me to go astray. In this storm my boat is tossed, and I pray… Does nothing stay the same anymore? If it’s not one thing, it’s another for sure. Will I make it to the other shore? Will I make it for sure?
10.
Already Home 04:51
Feel the burn These winds that churn A storm brews inside There’s nowhere to hide From the truth of the tide Shadows fall No protection Are these walls There’s nothing to do But look at the truth And love yourself through Pre chorus: You’ll lose yourself In this sea If you don’t learn To swim beneath Chorus: And it’s alright If you need to cry Those beautiful tears That prove you’re alive Let go and know You’re already Home I feel your pain inside Your hands tremble in mine I know you’re afraid To let go of this place That’s held you so safe But here I am tonight Arms open wide And I won’t forsake This beauty that wakes As every wave breaks Repeat pre chorus and chorus Break: Love never left your side Just an illusion of the mind That rendered you blind Repeat chorus There’s nowhere to go. You’re already Home.

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"Lay It Down" is an album created against the odds. Despite severe injury to one of her fingers on her guitar chord hand in the middle of album production, Krista managed to retrain herself to play without the finger in order to finish the album. Drawing from her personal (and very human) experiences, Krista has created an album that speaks to the heart of the listener, and turns human frailty and clumsiness into beautiful art. It is a completely independent, home-grown album set to impress even the most discerning of listeners.

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released August 1, 2009

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Krista Herring Portland, Oregon

This California native songbird has traveled the country from the East to West coast, sharing her soulful prose and bittersweet melodies. These days, when not on the road, she spends most of her time reveling in the beauty of the Pacific Northwest, near Portland, OR. ... more

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